Another poem written during the relapse... Darkness closes in...

Random Thoughts
By: Kim Hembry ©
March 20, 2011

What I see disgusts me
What I see is fat
What I see is not okay

What I see is ugly
What I see is gross
What I see needs to go away

The reflection repulses
A waterfall of tears gushes
Internal desire crushes

The pain wells up inside
I want to run and hide
Feel like I might try